Yesterday I wanted to watch the wedding, and since I do not own a tv, I wondered how to do it. But then the wonderful made the great suggestion to watch it online via live stream, so I was happily looking forward to wedding pleasure around midday – thanks to living in Germany, I did not have to decide whether or not to pull an all-nighter.

Everything seemed to be perfect. But then, unfortunately, the live stream decided to look like this after about 10 minutes.

~ turquoise everywhere ~

~ at least I could see some faces ~

And I totally loved the speech about spiritual growth in marriage. So good! Listening to that was worth it alone.

Then, I had thought that it would be nice to make some shortbread to go with it, and looked up a nice almond shortbread recipe on the internet which I adjusted a little to make it gluten-free and low in sugar.

Everything seemed to be perfect. But then, much to my regret, it ended up like this.

~ nothing could be saved here ~

So, no almond shortbread for the wedding. I just had tea – English breakfast tea with cream.

~ mmmmmmmmm, never lets me down ~

Ah, it looks like I am not yet a baker. But I am not giving up! The recipe would have worked, I think, if I had just had an better eye on my creation while it was roasting in the oven. I will try it again!

At least, not all things went like that. My supervisor (who currently is in New Zealand on a research scholarship) has finished the programming of my thesis study, and after countless weeks of delay due to earthquakes getting in the way, troubles with the internet server, and emails getting lost in the cyberspace between Germany and New Zealand, it finally looks as if I could start data collection next week. I will open a bottle of sparkling wine if everything will somehow work out in the end.

Also, while I suck at baking (for now), my cooking skills are getting better. I made another pot roast, this time using turkey, and it turned out delicious. I highly recommend to try this – the meat was incredibly tender and flavorful – and I think the recipe would also work well with fish like trout or salmon.

Lemon, Garlic, and Ginger Flavored Turkey Pot Roast

4-5 servings

Ingredients

ghee, butter, or oil
750 g (1 1/2 lbs) turkey meat (I used a turkey breast filet)
salt to taste
pepper to taste
5 cloves of garlic, peeled and cut into slices
1 tbsp fresh gingerroot, peeled and cut into slices
1 small handful dried kaffir lime leaves (from the Asia store)
1 stalk lemon grass, cut into diagonal slices
1 handful fresh parsley

Directions

Heat some fat in a big pot and roast the meat from all sides. Season with salt and pepper. Add garlic, ginger, lemon leaves, lemon grass, and parsley, then fill some water into the pot so the bottom of the pot is covered.

Bring to boil, then put the lid on and roast on low heat for about 1 1/2 hours. When the meat is done, carefully take it out of the pot, drain the liquid, and let it cool a little. Cut slices from the meat, serve with a nice side dish, and enjoy. Leftovers stay fresh in the fridge for a couple of days, or can be stored in the freezer.

Now there is a thunderstorm outside, and I still need to do the weekend grocery shopping. Ah, life …

Did you watch the wedding? Have you experienced any kitchen disasters lately?

This one was for me: It has my favorite nuts (almonds) and my favorite spice (cinnamon), and it is very easy to make and totally delicious! However, it will also work with any other kind of nut, ground spice, and neutral oil. Just try around!

CINNAMON ALMOND BUTTER

220 g (1 cup)

Ingredients

200 g (1 cup) almonds (I used blanched almonds)
1/2 tbsp ground cinnamon
1 tbsp almond oil

Directions

Put almonds, cinnamon, and almond oil into a blender or kitchen machine and blend. When the almond mass accumulates at the walls, stop blending, open, and carefully scrape the stuff off with a spoon (you will have to do this a couple of times), then continue blending. Go on like this until you receive smooth almond butter.

Given the situation that there is so much written about “food” in the blogsphere, it is a funny fact that nobody puts the question what “food” actually is. Silly to ask that? Well, not quite, because, probably to your surprise, there is no such thing as “food”. Yes, you have read that correctly: “Food” per se does not exist.

At least, is does not exist as something (or rather some thing) that holds intrinsic purport. Rather, it is a concept that has to be construed and filled it with meaning. For this reason, I will put the term into quotation marks during the course of this post.

To see how to get to this conclusion – the ontological non-existence of “food” – let us start with some very basic thoughts about what “food” actually is about, like, a minimal definition of “food” that aims towards the very essence and meaning of the word, or, put in another way, an idea about what everything that is usually called “food” has in common. An idea to begin with might be this one.

“Food” is something to eat.

Pretty obvious , but not trivial, as you can see from the following deliberation: Although all “food” is something to eat, not everything to eat is “food”. You could also “eat” (read: swallow) a piece of glass, for example. Just because you “eat” a piece of glass, this does not mean at all that it was “food”. So we need a narrower definition.

“Food” is something that, when swallowed, is in some way processed by the body.

Here things are getting difficult already, because there are substances contained in (so-called) “food” that are not processed by the body, like fibers. (It is rather usual, for example, to deny a certain vegetable the status of “food” because it contains fiber, or speak of it as half “food”, half “non-food”. People want for definitions that account for the whole thing.) Also, there are things that are processed by the body and still would not be called “food”, like paper or other things that do not simply pass the body without being altered in some way. So let us try another, yet narrower definition.

“Food” is something that, when swallowed, is processed by the body in a way that it provides or supports nourishment of the body.

With this definition, we are almost getting into the waters of teleology, because it implies that there is a certain purpose that is pursued by eating “food”. To follow this line of reasoning, I would like to introduce two German terms, since there are no actual equivalents in English. (This is why German has sometimes been called the “language of philosophy”.) These terms will hopefully provide a better understanding of the conceptual differentiation I am aiming at in the following.

The first term is Lebensmittel which could simply be translated as “food”. However, the actual concept of Lebensmittel – which becomes clear when translated literally into English – refers to “means for living”. This tells us that “food” in the sense of Lebensmittel is something that contributes to and supports living or proper functioning of the body.

The second term is Genussmittel which can be translated as “means for pleasure”. When I inserted Genussmittel into the online English-German dictionary, the translations I got were “luxury food” and “drink and tobacco”. Apparently, there is no single English word that captures the concept of Genussmittel independently from “food” (note that, in German, Genussmittel are not necessarily related to, and therefore somewhat conceptually differrent, from Lebensmittel, i.e., “food”). The second expression is merely a translation via instance (so no actual translation).

While drink (alcohol) and tobacco are usually considered as belonging to the category of Genussmittel, it is clear that they do not have anything to do with what we are actually interested in – “food” in the sense of Lebensmittel, or “means for living” – because they do not contribute to proper functioning of the body so much, and tobacco, especially, is not even “eaten” (or swallowed) usually, so it already fails to satisfy the first (minimal) definition of “food” since it is nothing to “eat”.

Back to “food”. Sticking to the original concept, we can say that the main function of “food” is nourishment for the body. This is important to realize, as well as the fact that nourishment does not necessarily have to do with pleasure by fine taste. (In the happy case, these two things go together, though.) We can conclude from this thought that all nourishing “food” (an expression that appears to be a pleonasm now) is also healthy – otherwise is would not be nourishing. So far, we can say that there might be no essential common ground of “food”, but we can give a functional definition of it because all “food” serves (at least when going with the original understanding of the concept) the same purpose, namely nourishment. But remember that this definition does not say anything about whether the same kinds of “food” provide nourishment equally or at all to different persons. (They do not.)

So far, the discussion was about “food” as seen from the level of the individual, where it mainly serves nourishing purposes. What makes the whole situation somewhat more complex is the fact that, on a superior level, there is also a social discourse about food going on, permanently defining and re-defining what is to be considered as “food”. This means that we are dealing with “food” in two different regards now: On the one hand, we have a concept that has to be defined at the level of the individual and account for individual nutritional needs – this will vary across persons because everybody has different needs, and it may also vary within persons when there are changes in nutritional needs over time. On the other hand, we have a socially construed category of what is considered “food” in general. The first depends on physiologies of individuals, the latter on culture and social norms.

This also means that, in the latter respect, the borders of the concept of “food” are not a definite as it may seem. Rather, we are dealing with a somewhat fuzzy category. During the course of time, certain items have been newly included into or dropped out of this category, and its content also depends on cultural peculiarities. For example, sugar was very hard to get until just a few decades ago and people did not eat it often, but nowadays many products that contain sugar are generally considered as “food”. Red wine and dark chocolate have found to have positive effects on health when consumed in moderate amounts and may thus be incorporated into the “food” category. Many items that are too unfamiliar or associated with disgust, like insects, are not considered “food” by many people, but certainly are by other people who are used to them.

So we find what is called “food”, in general understanding, mostly depends on availability, general affordability, economical reasoning on the side of “food” industry about what is to be produced in which amounts and sold at which costs, “food” fashions, eating ideologies, cultural traditions, and scientific evidence, and this is often detached from individual nutritional needs. The broadest definition of “food” that may be given in this (socially determined) regard could be this one.

“Food” is something you can swallow without immediately dying of it.

This sounds a little cynical indeed, but during the course of evolution there maybe has been nothing that humans have never tried to eat. Trial and error, from the very beginning.

So what comes out of this in the end? “Food” can either be understood in the terms of a socially defined, somewhat arbitrary concept that is so broad that almost everything could be labelled as “food”, so it tells us nothing. Or, “food” can be defined with regard to the specific need profile of an individual person which actually means that “food” is something different for every single being, and there is nothing like “food” in general.

Does this mean that we should stop talking, writing, or blogging about “food”, because there is nothing meaningful we could refer to? Not at all! “Food” is work in progress, the result of constant discourse and experimenting what is good for you. “Food” is an adventure, a journey on which a lot is to be discovered. Everybody has her or his share in this adventure, and everybody is responsible to contribute in a way that hopefully supports a conversion of the separate aspects under which “food” can be looked at, and helps to achieve an accordance between the levels of society and individual persons as far as “food” is concerned.

So please go on blogging about “food”! Please go on keeping the discourse running, and being a wonderful source of (culinary) inspiration! But have the courage to define for yourself what exactly “food” is. The appropriate point of reference for this definition is your individual body, with all its peculiar needs and preferences. Try things out. Do what works for you, and do not be insecure about what your body tells you. There is no outside warrant to judge if you are right or wrong, because it is a totally personal affair what to put into your body.